Journal of My Mind

I was shocked yesterday when I didn’t see my pet (Imeh and Ipeh) at home. I looked after them to entire home but didn’t find them. But then, at night, my mom told me that she already ‘moved’ them from house. And I was sad. Really. Because, she didn’t tell me from the beginning.

And then this morning, my mother woke me up and brought Boy (my other cat with black fur). After that, she fed Boy. I woke up and watched Boy eating his morning meal, then I watched TV for a while. My school began at 10 am, and that was still 7.20 am. My mom started to get Boy showered, because he’s dirty (he played outside the house a lot). I can saw Boy trying to escape from my mom and went downstairs to dried her body in the morning sun, like usual.

Well, I decided to turn on the computer and chat with my brother on Yahoo Messenger. Suddenly, a bad news arrive. My maid said that Boy died because accidentally he crashed into cars or something! I don’t wanna believe it. Boy, my cat, that I just saw 10 minutes earlier has died? I ran off to downstairs and went to the road. And she was right.

I saw Boy’s dead body covered by blood. I can’t say anything but crying. He always there for 2 years. He has been a cute cat, waiting me home. I’m sorry I’ve been busy lately, Boy, I should have played with you more often. Was I being a good owner, Boy? That time, when I ran as fast as I can, I hope it wasn’t you. I hoped they mistaken another cat as you. But, there was no mistake. It was you and it broke my heart. When I came back from school, I hope you were still there, lying on the floor in front of the stairs, waiting me. But, today, you weren’t there.

Boy, thanks for being my cat this 2 years. Thanks for waiting me get home every afternoon. Remember things we’ve been through? You made me sleep at 3 am, once. I’ll always remember your cute meow. I’ll miss you, Boy, you know that. Thank you. I don’t think I want to have a pet for awhile. For me, Boy is the best pet I’ve ever had.

And today I messed up with my math quiz so bad. I don’t know if I could pass or not. Gotta study harder for Biology test that will coming up tomorrow. Oh yeah, I think I should reschedule my schedule. The schedule for AS Level Physics May/June 2009 has arrived. I have to study or I’ll disappoint my parents again for wasting about Rp.1,600,000 (around USD 160) and get a unsatisfying grade.

Bye bye, everyone. See ya’!